documenting my 2025 reflections as the days go by… 💭
take breaks away from programmed learning… from the webs and nets that invisibly and insidiously snare.
٭ healing takes time. we are all just healing. take as much time as you need. don’t rush the process.
٭ if you don’t care then what is the point. just get away from me. for both of our sakes.
٭ some people just aren’t as dedicated as you think they are. once you realize this, its disappointing but you gotta move on and pour your energy into people who truly care.
٭ life is chill. i love just going with the flow of life. don’t ask me what’s next because i have no clue im just riding the wave. very high on life rn
٭ leachers are everywhere. they use people solely for their own benefit and gain. disregard you when they don’t think they can get anything from you. when its time to honor their commitment to you, they won’t do it if there is no gain. they don’t support you. they don’t promote your stuff. all of a sudden they need promotion, they start a** kissing. incredibly pathetic and disgusting types of people.
٭ sometimes everything just needs to burn and go to complete ashes before you can rebuild your life again in a way that is 10x better than your old life. just have to be comfortable with the dramatic shifts, reflect on where i went wrong, what i could’ve done better, what i really need to prioritize for the next decade, and start fresh. im feeling good. less directionless now. i think these last 8ish months were very tough on me.
٭ recognizing when you are no longer fit to lead or fit to do a commitment or job well and being able to just let go is very important. you can’t stay attached to things forever.
٭ a lot more people are inspired by you than you think. its also so funny because my life is in complete flames and shambles and i wake up every other day to a “thank you for inspiring me” like girly idk what inspiration u got from me but im happy for you but also so confused and also thank you because you made my day but also im still confused 😭
٭ laziness no bueno. i’ve seen clearly what i don’t want to become. if i don’t change my habits, i don’t think ill be too far off from the people i’ve described here: why laziness makes my blood boil